really. can't school just give me a break? week 3 is the due date of math pt, tml is the due date for geog. and 2 weeks later is due date for chi. its like what's the point of all these pts? no pt rite? just for the numbers printed on a piece of paper. with my kind of lifestyle, i think i'd die before i can even retire. which in other words mean that my life is just slogging and mugging till i die. mugging till 21. working my head off till im 65 . and possibly dying before i finish working and starting on enjoyment and retirement. so my money will probably go to some old poor and beaten home for the aged or some home for abandoned animals. oh pts oh hmk oh sch... y did u have to exist? u tear the life out of life and the soul out of me.
i.
cried.
yes.
i.
cried.
today.
haven't cried ONCE in school! (except once in p2...)not ONCE!never NEVER never NEVER never NEVERfound out that crying really makes u feel better. MUCH better. just let all the feelings flow outrun outcrash outi don't even noe why i cried!maybe i was just feeling odd. or crazy. or bonkos. or depressed. maybe its all.
sucky gpa. bad grouping. tired mind. sad soul.
i suppose life can be much worse than now.
it better NOT get any worse.
some people just get all the luck don't they?some people can just be free riders can't they?some people just suck big time don't they?some people can just suck ur blood out like a leech can't they?some people just have a humongous attitude problem don't they?some people can just ignore u and treat u like shit can't they?some people just totally piss u off don't they?some people can be bloody irritating and hypocritical can't they?a rest is what i need.
a good long rejuventaing revitalising soul-and-body-recharging rest.
